Arrived at the end

I feel the pain growing inside myself
Creating a hole that cannot be filled
Blinding my eyes for the pretty things
Drying my tears when I try to cry

My thoughts are fixed in her
I only remember what I don’t want to remember
I try hard to break them in pieces
join them / in the way / that will be better

I am going to forget how my life was one day
That this was familiar for myself
But the heart has his own remembrances
And in this way, the pain is endless

the old feeling is replaced by the pain
The only thing I know is that one day I’ll leave
nothing else is clear in my mind
Nothing  else makes sense to me anymore

I feel myself impotent faced with my fate
someone writes it and doesn’t tell me about
it’s impossible to turn the pages
I can repair everything, when I arrive at the end